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The 5D Portal of my Higher Self

Updated: Dec 1, 2021

After 6 months passed the 6th initiation, my Hight Self embodiment is now approximately 23%. Imagine when we have 23% of Internet Wi-Fi reception, the signal is still considered weak compared to its full capacity. This reflects what I feel about the connection with my Higher Self, even so, I could still feel His presence and the energy expansion along the way.

Regardless the weaker signal, I managed to find out more about my Higher Self in the past couple months. My Higher Self is the Alpha (Divine Masculine) aspect of the 6th Ray. The 6th Ray is the ray of the goddess and devotion. His name came to me as “Vottus” when I connected to Him in the Holy Heart. I had no knowledge about this word until I searched on Google. It is originated from Latin “Vōtus”, which is a masculine spelling meaning “promised”, “vowed”, “devoted to”. Plus there are 6 characters in total (synchronicity of the 6th Ray), for me it’s a triple-confirmation that Vottus is the name of my Higher Self.

My inner-knowing tells me constant clearing the blocks and upgrade my energy bodies to the 5th dimension helps to strengthen the connection with my Higher Self, I do believe my Higher Self will “show up” sooner or later.

Just a few days ago, a surprise came to me. Tamara, another 6th Initiate approached me and told me she made a painting for me. When I saw the painting*, straight away I could recognize it’s my Higher Self’s energy - the purple and gold colors are the 6th Ray elements, my Higher Self also has some blue color in His energy signature. In the center there is a diamond-shape frame in the brownish color, it looks like the initial “V” for Vottus in the bottom part; on the top of the diamond-shape, there are "6" curves, another synchronicity of the 6th Ray. I had never mentioned anything about my Higher Self to Tamara before, she told me it’s her recent work guided by her Higher Self. After having some conversations with her, I realized it’s our Higher Self connections to produce this energy drawing through her talents, thank you for making this happen!

About one month ago, when I found out my Higher Self’s name, I was thinking if there is a way to have an energy drawing for Him, apparently my Higher Self heard me and blessed me with this precious gift as a surprise!! Later of the day I connected to my Higher Self in the Holy Heart, then connected to the painting and asked some questions.

The messages came to me are - This is my Higher Self's 5th Dimension energy portal, a gateway to His energy field, to other dimensions of His existence. It's connected to my Holy Heart and the 8th charka; I could connect to this portal for healing and receiving guidance from my Higher Self. This is a sacred space for me and my Higher Self. When connected to the portal, I went into my Higher Self’s energy field instantly and there are no words to describe His powerful and loving energy. I could feel strong energy on the top of my head, as there is no seven-chakra system running after I passed the 5th initiation, it felt like in the ex-crown chakra area.

The blessing of my Higher Self came in a mysterious way, I feel it’s a reward granted by Him by showing His 5D portal to me, the constant energy work I have done really pays off. I had never thought of my Higher Self would "show up" this way, there are definitely more to explore through this portal. A big thank you to everyone and Masters who have been supporting me and taking my ascension journey to the next level! I'll keep sharing my journey with my Higher Self here, please subscribe my website for the latest updates and special offers. Find out more about my services here.

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